“You’re not wired that way.”
“That’s not what alignment looks like for you.”
Those words reverberated over my brain for several days after receiving my first Human Design reading.
I couldn’t believe it.
After all these years of hustling and killing myself, I realized that form em shoulding and shaming all over myself and being way out of alignment with my own energetic blueprint.
Permission to be ME, all of me, granted.
Since then, and nearly six years later, I have come to love everything about Human Design. I have learned so much about my own innate wiring, and that of the people around me. And, I continue to learn more and more with each rabbit hole I dive down.
I have used Human Design with my clients, friends and family.
It’s been a massive game-changer.
Once I really began to understand the various aspects of my design, I started to fully understand and embody true alignment as my most authentic self.
Here are some of the ways alignment shows up for me:
✅ I am aligned when I remember that I am a multi-passionate, multi-potentiate who is NOT here to do one thing at a time. Getting too niched down or focused on only one path kills my creativity.
✅ I am aligned when I remember that I move fast, very fast, and in knowing that I WILL miss steps along the way. It’s part of my learning path. I also have a stair-step learning curve, meaning I have blasts of mastery then I stagnant or plateau.
✅ I am aligned when I remember that my energy pulses on-and-off, regardless on being a manifesting generator type. When my pulse is on, I have a tremendous amount of energy and power. I can move mountains during those periods and create a year’s worth of content in a matter of days (like when I overhaul my entire website and all my landing pages and programs in a matter of four days at the end of last year). When my pulse turns off, my energy is “meh” and I am lucky to get anything done.
✅ I am aligned when I realize that I am highly emotionally and a deep empath, even though my Solar Plexus is defined in my chart. I have multiple aspects and nuances, outside of that, that connects me to very powerful sensitivity, both emotionally and physically. For instance, it’s why certain fabrics feel extra scratchy to me and I have tags in clothing.
✅ I am aligned when I recognize that I have a LOT of definition in my chart and that I am a total vibe, whether I like it not. My energy is extremely big, and often bigger than me sometimes. When I understand that, and honor that, I can take responsibility for how I use show up and us my that energy.
✅ I am aligned when I understand that I have shiny squirrel syndrome and that I struggle sometimes to focus or to know what things to do next. When I give myself the freedom to explore and play in the possibilities and let go of being certain, my creativity soars.
✅ I am aligned when I intentionally nourish and nurture my physical body. I need to be moving (a LOT) and release any pressure to “sit still” … I am really not wired that way. I am a clearer channel when I am in motion. It’s why I spend a lot of time with Ernie on the trails. Nature feeds me, and there is something about creating “stillness in motion”.
✅ I am aligned when I stop listening to everyone else’s version of who they think I should be, and my need to prove or justify anything. When I know that I am enough … just because, my energy becomes extremely magnetic.
✅ I am aligned when I honor all of that and so much more (as I map all all the aspects of my chart and rewrite my narrative) about how I operate best.
It’s only in giving myself the space to reflect, contemplate, and feel into what resonates most for me as I explore my own chart. I have realized over the years that Human Design truly meets you where you’re at, and provides new lessons as you navigate through your Soul Curriculum.
The opportunity that lies before all of us is to remember who we truly are, come back home to that place of deep knowing and connection to Source, to heal that which aks to be healed, and to rewrite our story along the way. For once we learn to de-condition the programming we have brought with us into the world and absorb from others around us, and we heal the shadows of our the areas where we have definition in our charts, we can peel back the layers to find our truth and to live as our authentic selves.
So, I wonder then … Do you know what alignment looks like and feels like for you? Are you ready to lean into the story your currently are telling yourself, find your truth, then rewrite your own narrative?
Imagine if, for a just moment, what your life would look like and feel like if you had a way to access that insight and know what to do with that information to truly let the most authentic YOU shine.
I truly believe that starts in understanding your own design, your Human Design, your unique energetic blueprint, and the operating plan of YOU!